remain seated please
permanece sentados, por favorTuesday, November 19, 2002
just finished going phase 2 of telebears. if everything goes according to planned, this was my second to last telebears. nice.
i can't wait to get out of here. berkeley has warped almost all of my energy and strempf. you know it playa.
why do i blog? i thought it was so i could remind myself of all the fun times when i look back, but honestly, when am i ever gonna do that? by the time i do, this website is gonna go out of business and then everything will be lost. on top of that i can't even write about what i'm really thinking. this leads me to two conclusions.
1) stop blogging.
2) get a blog that no one knows about
3) get a real journal
i'd rather type and not handwrite so getting a journal is out of the question. as for a secret blog, someone is bound to find out. i'll still update once in a while with cool stories to remember, but i'm gonna try and get to know people better not by reading their blog and feeling all close, but by talking to them and chilling with them.
don't blog to impress people with your witty stories or what not. i know we're all guilty of this. what a loserish way of trying to get people to like you. if they know you well enough they'll like you anyways, reading something won't change that.
i think that spilling your guts out in such a public way is kind of cheap, and you just want attention. as robin once put it, "don't be an emotional whore". don't think i could have said it much better. think about it. we just tell people everything about ourselves and feel this emotional bond because you let things go. granted there is some bond there but i think that's cheap.
some people say stuff cuz they wanna get things off their chest, and i don't wanna question them or whatever, but i guess it's just a little weird.
hope no one thinks i'm talking about them because i'm not. i guess i'm being a hypocrite because i let stuff off my chest too.
o yeah, but why do people have counters? ever since everybody and their mothers got a counter and comment thing, no one has ever said anything like "but it dont' matter cuz no one reads my blog anyways" hahaha. now you know everyone is doing it for the hits, which just validifies everything i said. payce
